Dear God, are you there? It's me, Grace...

I find that I rarely question God's almighty and omniscience widsom...except in cases such as these. It's bewildering really.

After catching an episode of "The Real Housewives of the OC", I found myself immersed in a deep depression. The thought that I belonged to the same taxonomic classification as these 'people' plunged me into a life threatening depression that took days to recover from.

In the fragile state that I was in, I should have stayed away from TV altogether, but I thought that Animal Planet would be a safe haven for the emotionally distraught--as far away from human disappointment as possible in the syndicated world of network television.

But who knew that a special on Borneo's wildlife would cause one to experience such theological and spiritual bewilderment. I happened to be watching a show that featured the Proboscis Monkey and I was so taken aback by the appearance--the nose--of the Proboscis Monkey that my immediate reaction was to wonder why God would allow such a thing?

I just don't understand it...